I need a shoulder to cry on

Ima complain right here bout my sucky life cuz theres nowhere better
#1.I never had anyone in my entire life like me(crush)
#2.I have depression but my parents didnt belive me for TWO WHOLE years
#3.I dont belong anywhere and my family treat me like a maid
#4.My bestie moved away(all three of them)
#5.two of my cats ran away and three died(three kittens died of five in my cats litter)
#6.My brother calls me cuss words and treats me like I have no emotions
#7.I wish I had no sense of trust
#8.I wish I couldnt love anymore
#9.I have no luck and have been almost killed four times
#10.I have no friends at school

Thats sad.....If it makes you feel any better, I am emo and go thru depression all the time! It is hard I know.